I know it well

How the sun rises
And how moon disappears
How the Rain washes this earth
By shedding its tears

How the tree bents down
By the weight of its fruits
And how it hides well
Its pain under the roots

The river travels the earth
But never gets tired
The birds flies around
‘Cause they never fears of height

A little butterfly
Roams around in the valley
Explore each of the flowers there
That honey must feel heavy

How all of them works, you don’t need to tell
Because I do KNOW IT WELL

I will wait

how I wonder to have wings
I’m so good at dreaming silly things

you know why I wanna fly
why I wanna roam in the sky

cuz I know you are up there
on the top of the world somewhere

I wanna reach you
I wanna touch you

I ask myself often
what if we never meet
the answer I get from inside
it’s just too sweet

the voice inside me shouts

I will wait

if not in this lifetime
maybe in another life

I will wait

if not in a life
even if in afterlife

I will wait

without getting depressed
without being in despair
without giving up

I will wait

Getting in trouble

Getting into trouble is just like my hobby
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it
Doing some rebels is just like my passion
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

You see
I’ll never have any regrets in my life
Hmmmmm


You see
I will keep the smile for the rest of my life
Hmmmmm


When you are down in phone
I’ll be flying high and high
When you are drown in snaps
I’ll be touching the sky
I’ll fly, I’ll smile, I’ll do what I want
You try, you cry you’d be taking as grant

So live as you like, do what you want
Stop thinking too much, give it a try
This world is piece of sh*t
If you wait you’ll cry

So get up from your bed
Go on your way
They pull you down
You just need to say

Getting into trouble is just like my hobby
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

Doing some Rebels is just like my passion
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

I don’t wanna change it

And I’m not gonna change it

I don’t wanna change it

and I’m JUST NEVER GONNA CHANGE IT

Take it

Just some random thoughts ( Urdu poetry)

चांद की तलाश में निकले, तारो को हमसफ़र मानकर
नया सफर शुरू किया , आसमान को रहगुजर मानकर


बेताब हूं जानने को, चांद की चमक का राज क्या है
इस चांदनी में आखिर ऐसी आखिर बात क्या है


इस चमक ने यारो मुझे कुछ यूं हैरान किया है
देखो कैसे चांदनी ने हमें चांद के दागो से अनजान किया है


खूबसूरती के आगे इस चांदनी की लोग दागो को भूल जाते है
यह तो इंसानों की एक गलती पर, उसके सौ अच्छे कामों को भूल जाते है

You are to me

I saw you last night,


You were in my dream

I was like a cupcake


And you were my cream


I wanna see you, wanna see you


Everyday every night


I don’t wanna know, don’t wanna know


What’s wrong and what’s right


You see me, I see you


You heal me I heal you


I wanna meet you, wanna meet you


Everyday every night


You are like my moon, just like my moon


You’re shining so bright


When I’m talking with you


When I’m walking with you


I feel like I’m in the sky


I am flying high and high


I wanna get you, wanna get you


At the price of my life


I’m ready to do ready to do


walking on the edge of knife

I wrote this song for you

I am singing for you

I was a loser forever

But now I am just winning for you

I wanna hear you , wanna hear you

Every day , every night

I wanna tell you , wanna tell you

You’ll be forever what you are to me

तुम मुझे जीने से नहीं रोक सकते

ज़रूरत मुस्कान की थी, और हम अश्को को प्यार समझ बैठे

जिसने हमें इंसान तक ना समझा, हम उस यार समझ बैठे

बात अगर दिल तोड़ने की होती, तो माफ़ कर भी दिया होता

अगर तुमने अपने नापाक हाथो से, मेरे जिस्म को छुआ नहीं होता

रोती रही, गिड़गिड़ाती रही, मै अस्मत के लिए मेरी

पर बना दिया था जानवर, तुझे उस हवस ने तेरी

मोहब्बत ना समझा तुमने अपनी, ये हमने मान लिया होता

मगर एक इंसान थी मै, काम से काम इतना जान लिया होता

कितनी बेबस और कमजोर थी मै, ये समझ गई थी मै

प्यार है या हवस है, इन सवालों में उलझ गई थी मै

पर ये जान लो की भरोसा करना छोडूंगी नहीं मै

संभलूंगी इस दुनिया में हर कदम पर, पर इसे छोडूंगी नहीं मै

उस वक्त चाहे कमजोर थी, पर अब कमजोर नहीं पड़ना है

जीना है अपनी ज़िन्दगी शान से, सपनों को पूरा करना है

मरना नहीं है, और ना ही घुट घुट कर जीने का इरादा है

हंसना है, मुस्कुराना है, जीना है जी भरके ये मेरा खुद से वादा है

Believe in me |][|. [||]

I used to ask myself what makes me sad

But I never get the answer

While gazing the stars or looking at the blue sky

When laying down on the bed or staring those clouds up high

I search my mind and look into it

Trying to find out what goes on

I see myself stepping up high and high

I can’t do anything but just imagine it and sigh

My those daydreams makes me feel like a lame person

I wanna run and fly but self doubts and fears has surrounded me

Will I be able to get what I dream for

Will they hear my sound whom I scream for

Looking at that bird flying freely in this sky

I also wanna wing up and reach that high

Only if gather strength and determine my heart

I can only get it when I work on it hard

I know a bit of luck is a must

But if I rely on it I’m nothing but dust

Today I am gonna write away all my questions

Start with the determination and I’m gonna burst

If I ever think of giving up in middle

Or something stops me from achieving my dreams

If I get scared and fear of this society makes me weak

I believe you will always be there to support me.

You will cheer for me, root for me

When I loose hope you will become my hope

Looking at you I will gain my strength back

You will always believe in me, I believe that…….

Just looking at your seven smiling faces is enough

I know your voice will encourage me

And it will never allow me to give up

I am not an ARMY if I even think about fear

Because there’s always BTS for me who will cheer.

THANK YOU BTS …….. Borahae💜

|][| [||] ………… You believe in me and because of you I believe in myself….. I will do it and I can do it……..

Urdu shayri (ghazal)

अल्लाह करें तेरे दिल पर लिखा नाम हमारा हो
तेरे लबों को जो मुस्कान दे वो काम हमारा हो 

 इश्क की गलियों में जब भी तेरे दिल की हो नीलामी
बोली   में   लगा   सबसे   ऊंचा   दाम   हमारा   हो

कोशिश  पूरी  करेंगे  हम  इश्क  की  राह में जीतने की
उम्मीद है कि जीत के बाद तेरा दिल ईनाम हमारा हो  

हाल यूं है कि सारी दुनिया भुला दी हमने तेरे लिए
जेसे  तुम  से   मोहब्बत   ही   काम  हमारा  हो

  दिल   ने  ‌तुम्हें   दर्जा  रब   का  दें दिया   है
अब तो इश्क ही तेरा काबा और चारों धाम हमारा हो