I am standing in the rain with an umbrella in my hand I don’t want to open it let the rain soak me do I want to hide my tears or I want to feel the rain the water drops scrolling my face I don’t if my eyes are raining the cold breeze it makes me freeze I am moving a bit I don’t want to I am not saving myself I don’t want to please let me be please let me live I am not even breathing I don’t want to……..
I have much to do today. I just washed utensils and now I am going to do cleaning. Dusting, moping and all.
after that I will write updated for my novels. ‘ love internship story of jazzelle’ it’s the title of my story. I have started this novel maybe 6-7 months ago. and gave up in middle as I am used to.
I always start something and when I find it difficult or boring I eventually stop doing it. but then I started it again. you might not believe or might definitely believe if I say it qas because of BTS…… more accurately namjoon sir.
I listened the song ‘ no more dream’ of course I didn’t understand anything since it’s in Korean language and I am Indian I do think understand Korean.
but it felt like this song was triggering me… I checked the translation of this song…… it was asking me what’s my dream…. if I don’t have one that I should create one…. and when I create it… I should chase it…. I dreamt about being a writer when I was in 8th standard…. but as I said I never took it seriously…
after listening this song I questioned myself that what’s there I am most passionate about and an answer popped up out of nowhere…. it was writting
…. I started the novel again and started Publishing it on a online platform MANGATOOON. I do think have many readers but those who read it seems to like it. the novel will end soon. I can’t say how happy I am.
I know it’s not a big deal. nowadays there are many people writing novels. many kids on MANGATOOON are contracted writers. they’ve written many nocela but the first is first. it’s the first novel I will complete so it places a very special place in my ofcourse. I actually wasnt going to talk about this when i started writing this post…. I was just gonna say that I jave much to do but still I am scrolling weverse and pinterest… but end up by saying all this….. what a chatterbox😜
hey ya friends…. I wonder how many of you still has their childhood toys with you …. meet my best friend my bunny… a.a. don’t think I am talking about jungkook sir.. because my this best friend came into my life when I was only 8 months old…. yeah… and now I am almost 20 years let’s say 19 …. I don’t want to leave my teenage…😅😄😄😁😁
so #jungkook_sir sorry to say but there is already a bunny in my life that came before you…. I love him a little bit more than you… it was bought by my grandma when she visited our one religious place in Egypt….. she bought it for me…
wait.. don’t think anything… she is still alive and is very healthy touch wood she is in her 90s maybe… but she is fit than us…. isn’t it great … I wish she stay healthy and fit like this for the rest of her life……
thanks grandma for connecting me with jungkook sir from sooo very before…… okay I ended up by connecting my bunny with jungkook sir…. but what to do after becoming an ARMY whatever I do whatever I say whatever I see I only think of BTS…..I find BTS everywhere from nowhere……
I like taking care of things the most. Specially those which are with me from a long time.
Like my watch, I bought it 4 years ago. My brother paid for it. It stopped working 1 year ago but I didn’t throw it…. And this year I repaired it and it started working again.
Even if it stops working after sometime I am not gonna throw it….
This whole year I haven’t studied…. I am not the one to blame….. The pine classes were never good because of network issues, second we didn’t have books, and third after opening college for two months they stopped online classes as well
And now we are gonna have exam fever.
Although it’s open book exam but the thing is……… I’ve forgotten to hold pen now.
I’ve been only typing and forgotten how to write…..
We have 9 subjects…. We have to write 20 pages for each subject to get only Passing marks….
And …….. And we will only have 5 days to write this
9 subjects – 5 days……
Why don’t you just kill us…… 😭😭😭😭😭
Bye bye my hands …. I loved you and I will miss you….. I know after writing non stop for this 5 days… You will leave me…… I will miss you my hands…. You help d me a lot and thank you for serving me whole this time.
I am sor y for not being able to save you 😭😭😭 bye bye 🤧🤧🤧🤧