BTS my saviour (short story) by the flower

” you are just an unworthy person or you are so unlucky that even your hard work can’t let you win.”

” forget it! you can’t make it.”

” you lose again. you can never achieve anything.”

” what’s the point of trying your best when you can’t even win.”

” being best in yourself is useless if you don’t get the first place.”

these words were echoing in her mind. she was pulling her hair with all strength. alone in the room with not a trace of light, she locked herself up in the room and isolated from the world.

” daughter! open the door. it isn’t a big deal. stop thinking too much over such a small matter.” her mother was knocking on the door.

” aunty don’t worry! zaayra is a strong girl. she is just a bit upset. she is a smart girl.” her best friend tried to calm her mother down.

zaayra was in great despair after losing the competition for the fourth time. every time she tried hard, she and everyone believed that she will win but every time she lost.

she was broken. her confidence was shredded in pieces. she decided to give up.

” no matter hard I try, even if deserve it I won’t get anything. or maybe I am just useless, I am good for nothing person,” she mumbled and cried.

she teared up a bunch of papers which were written by her. she believed she will never be able to be a successful writer.

after crying for a long time her eyes were swollen but the tears were streaming down her face.

her mother and best friend were sitting at the door and waiting for her to come out.

zaayra opened the drawer and took out a blade.

after locking herself up in the room for a whole day and night, she kept crying and didn’t eat air drink anything.

she was feeling extremely weak. she felt dizzy and fell.

she dragged down many things from the table. an audio player dropped and broke down and a song started to play.

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need

#₹@₹@₹#₹#@@

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

@#&@₹₹#&₹

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

zaayra stood up. she put the blade down on the table.

the other song started to play

Is that all your dream is?

That’s a lie, you are such a liar
See me, see me, ya you’re a hypocrite
Why’re you telling me to go a different path? Take care of yourself
Please don’t force me
(Lalalalala)
What’s your dream, what’s your dream?
(Lalalalala)
Is that it? Is that it?

she picked up the audio player and put it on the table. the songs we’re playing one after another.

So many worries behind that sigh
Stop worrying, you already know
Whenever you wanna give up in the middle of this road
Shout out even louder
So what what what

she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.

seven boys were standing in front of her and smiling brightly. they were waving at her and cheering for her.

they signalled her to open the door, (the door were covered with fog and a shining.

she wiped off the tears and took a deep breath. she took a step forward to the door. with every step, the cheering by those seven guys was getting louder.

she opened the door. her mother cried out of happiness and hugged her and kissed her forehead and cheeks.
her best friend was smiling at her and hugged her.

zaayra looked back, the seven guys were waving and were saying best of luck  to her.  zaayra smiled and nodded.

after three months. she again participated in the writing competition. in these three months, every day she listened to the songs gained inspiration and wrote the best she can.

the competition ended.

” the winner of this writing competition is………. miss….. Elsa Jones.

applaud.

wait wait wait

there is an announcement.

this year, the popular magazine ‘ hear content ‘ has created a special column ‘ feel the words ‘ and one of our contestant’s articles have been chosen for it.

and that article is ‘ BTS my saviour’ written by miss zaayra.

applaud

Zara was so happy that she was tearing up. she went up on stage. she was smiling brightly.

” Hard work never goes in vain “these words are echoing in her mind.

she was seeing those seven boys who were standing far and waving hands. they were cheering for her and thumping up. they disappeared in light.

she smiled at them and bowed down. and shouted

THANK YOU, BTS FOR SAVING ME, HELPING ME AND ROOTING FOR ME.

To my mentor

waiting for you is the thing I can do
loving you Is the only thing I can do
for you I am willing to do anything
wishing for you is the thing I can do

you teach me, you are my mentor
are you willing to keep teaching me
I am writing and keeping you in mind
are you willing to once reading me

on this day I want to give something
but you have everything
but still there is something
will you accept this small gift

except my words
there’s nothing I can give away
I wish you happy life
and your success to stay

Getting in trouble

Getting into trouble is just like my hobby
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it
Doing some rebels is just like my passion
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

You see
I’ll never have any regrets in my life
Hmmmmm


You see
I will keep the smile for the rest of my life
Hmmmmm


When you are down in phone
I’ll be flying high and high
When you are drown in snaps
I’ll be touching the sky
I’ll fly, I’ll smile, I’ll do what I want
You try, you cry you’d be taking as grant

So live as you like, do what you want
Stop thinking too much, give it a try
This world is piece of sh*t
If you wait you’ll cry

So get up from your bed
Go on your way
They pull you down
You just need to say

Getting into trouble is just like my hobby
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

Doing some Rebels is just like my passion
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

I don’t wanna change it

And I’m not gonna change it

I don’t wanna change it

and I’m JUST NEVER GONNA CHANGE IT

Take it

It all started with just knowing your names

It all started with just knowing your name


I’m not sure if I just fall for your fame


When I saw you at first, you looked so good


Just looking at your smile lifted up my mood


I can not forget how desperate I was to know you


The feelings are still as the first time I saw you


I started to stalk you bit by bit


The sparkle of love was growing lit by lit


I never thought I’ll come this far


Your love is like I am being out behind the bar


I don’t see a way out of this place


But this love somewhat brings me grace


I like you voice, I fall for your smile


I wish to walk with you far away many mile


I know I am just one drop of the ocean


But I’ll be satisfy if I get very little of your love portion


Finding you was the best thing happened to me


Words can not explain what you have done to me


Knowing about you was the decision I made


Now I’m never gon’ change and I’m never gon’ trade


In my life you’ve become my glitter


Please let say once that I’m your filter


Because of you I found a new friend group


Now we enjoy together our chicken noodle soup


You are so healing just like mother’s care


Listen your voice makes me sleep like a winter bear


The place you are it becomes utopia


Cuz for me you are my Euphoria


I don’t care if people think it’s sin


I’ll keep doing it cuz all I do is win


It will take long but I wanna meet you soon


I shine with you light cuz you are my moon


I will never say give up or I’m tired


I’ll always be bright because I’m moonchild

ARMY is a big family ⟭⟬ ⟬⟭

my henna designing skills aren’t very good but it isn’t bad either as I think.


so let’s wanna tell you a story today


a few days ago my sister in law posted some of our pictures on her WhatsApp status and that time I designed a BTS -ARMY design henna just like this ….. so one of her friend asked her that she has BTS -ARMY logo in her henna design so your sister Is she an ARMY…. after that she asked for my number so that she can have a chat with me about BTS……. and now we have group of BTS army

….. we are around 7-8 girls there…. we don’t know anything about each other still we have fun in group and we all talk like we know each other for ages…..


isn’t this amazing I mean we trust each other, we support each other… and the reason is just that we all love BTS. and we are ARMY


….. saying it that I am an ARMY I become family for that each girl/ boy who love BTS.


being an ARMY feels like my identity now. rather than my name or something I can make family like friends just by saying I am an ARMY and I love BTS….. it’s really amazing…

Chatterbox

I have much to do today. I just washed utensils and now I am going to do cleaning. Dusting, moping and all.


after that I will write updated for my novels. ‘ love internship story of jazzelle’ it’s the title of my story. I have started this novel maybe 6-7 months ago. and gave up in middle as I am used to.

I always start something and when I find it difficult or boring I eventually stop doing it. but then I started it again. you might not believe or might definitely believe if I say it qas because of BTS…… more accurately namjoon sir.

I listened the song ‘ no more dream’ of course I didn’t understand anything since it’s in Korean language and I am Indian I do think understand Korean.

but it felt like this song was triggering me… I checked the translation of this song…… it was asking me what’s my dream…. if I don’t have one that I should create one…. and when I create it… I should chase it…. I dreamt about being a writer when I was in 8th standard…. but as I said I never took it seriously…

after listening this song I questioned myself that what’s there I am most passionate about and an answer popped up out of nowhere…. it was writting


…. I started the novel again and started Publishing it on a online platform MANGATOOON. I do think have many readers but those who read it seems to like it. the novel will end soon. I can’t say how happy I am.

I know it’s not a big deal. nowadays there are many people writing novels. many kids on MANGATOOON are contracted writers. they’ve written many nocela but the first is first. it’s the first novel I will complete so it places a very special place in my ofcourse. I actually wasnt going to talk about this when i started writing this post…. I was just gonna say that I jave much to do but still I am scrolling weverse and pinterest… but end up by saying all this….. what a chatterbox😜

http://h5.mangatoon.mobi/contents/detail?id=904829&_language=en&_app_id=1

When we meet (fun poem with BTS)

the day we will meet,I don’t know what will I do

You see I don’t know what to write but I still I do

will I be jumping like kangaroo or climbing on you like koala

would I be eating kimchi with you, or you will order lachimolala

will I just see you from afar or holding you tight

will we drink cola together or be drinking sprite

when we will meet , will you ask about my study

you’ll be looking like human or I’ll take you as bunny

I am just writing non sense, even I don’t mean it

I was just scroll some memes and I’ve seen it

I wanna shake hands with you, and see you for sure

but let me make it clear my love for you is pure

I want to meet you and show my gratitude

want to thank you for changing my attitude

Anniversary day💜

Hey friends… Today seem to be anniversary day.

First it’s 13 June the day of debut of BTS…..

The when world got BTS ….. BTS is the best thing that has happened …… At least for ARMY….

They say …. The day you found us it’s the day of our debut…… Although it’s enough to console my heart but still I wish I would have found them earlier……

And second it’s my blog anniversary

Yeah it’s been a year since I started this blog. I made friends. You guys have supported me a lot. And I am very grateful to you…..

THANK YOU BORAHAEYO

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜