BTS my saviour (short story) by the flower

” you are just an unworthy person or you are so unlucky that even your hard work can’t let you win.”

” forget it! you can’t make it.”

” you lose again. you can never achieve anything.”

” what’s the point of trying your best when you can’t even win.”

” being best in yourself is useless if you don’t get the first place.”

these words were echoing in her mind. she was pulling her hair with all strength. alone in the room with not a trace of light, she locked herself up in the room and isolated from the world.

” daughter! open the door. it isn’t a big deal. stop thinking too much over such a small matter.” her mother was knocking on the door.

” aunty don’t worry! zaayra is a strong girl. she is just a bit upset. she is a smart girl.” her best friend tried to calm her mother down.

zaayra was in great despair after losing the competition for the fourth time. every time she tried hard, she and everyone believed that she will win but every time she lost.

she was broken. her confidence was shredded in pieces. she decided to give up.

” no matter hard I try, even if deserve it I won’t get anything. or maybe I am just useless, I am good for nothing person,” she mumbled and cried.

she teared up a bunch of papers which were written by her. she believed she will never be able to be a successful writer.

after crying for a long time her eyes were swollen but the tears were streaming down her face.

her mother and best friend were sitting at the door and waiting for her to come out.

zaayra opened the drawer and took out a blade.

after locking herself up in the room for a whole day and night, she kept crying and didn’t eat air drink anything.

she was feeling extremely weak. she felt dizzy and fell.

she dragged down many things from the table. an audio player dropped and broke down and a song started to play.

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth


Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

zaayra stood up. she put the blade down on the table.

the other song started to play

Is that all your dream is?

That’s a lie, you are such a liar
See me, see me, ya you’re a hypocrite
Why’re you telling me to go a different path? Take care of yourself
Please don’t force me
What’s your dream, what’s your dream?
Is that it? Is that it?

she picked up the audio player and put it on the table. the songs we’re playing one after another.

So many worries behind that sigh
Stop worrying, you already know
Whenever you wanna give up in the middle of this road
Shout out even louder
So what what what

she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.

seven boys were standing in front of her and smiling brightly. they were waving at her and cheering for her.

they signalled her to open the door, (the door were covered with fog and a shining.

she wiped off the tears and took a deep breath. she took a step forward to the door. with every step, the cheering by those seven guys was getting louder.

she opened the door. her mother cried out of happiness and hugged her and kissed her forehead and cheeks.
her best friend was smiling at her and hugged her.

zaayra looked back, the seven guys were waving and were saying best of luck  to her.  zaayra smiled and nodded.

after three months. she again participated in the writing competition. in these three months, every day she listened to the songs gained inspiration and wrote the best she can.

the competition ended.

” the winner of this writing competition is………. miss….. Elsa Jones.


wait wait wait

there is an announcement.

this year, the popular magazine ‘ hear content ‘ has created a special column ‘ feel the words ‘ and one of our contestant’s articles have been chosen for it.

and that article is ‘ BTS my saviour’ written by miss zaayra.


Zara was so happy that she was tearing up. she went up on stage. she was smiling brightly.

” Hard work never goes in vain “these words are echoing in her mind.

she was seeing those seven boys who were standing far and waving hands. they were cheering for her and thumping up. they disappeared in light.

she smiled at them and bowed down. and shouted



who knew one day
I’ll fall in love with a color

ocean was blue before
now it is purple
love was red before
now it is purple
peace was white before
now it is purple

purple was just a color before
it became a cold breeze in summer

I heard somewhere
green color makes you feel good
I then started to
walking and roaming in wood

then I heard an angel
expressing his love In a color
a glance of that colour
was unbelievablely stunner

I found the color of happiness
that colour was purple
who knew one day
I’ll fall in Love with a color

Google translate

어느 날 알았던
색에 반해버릴거야

바다는 전에 파란색이었다
지금은 보라색이다
사랑은 예전에 붉었다
지금은 보라색이다
평화는 예전에 하얗다
지금은 보라색이다

보라색은 전에 색이었을 뿐
여름에 찬 바람이 되었다

어디선가 들었다
녹색은 기분을 좋게 만든다
나는 그 다음 시작했다
나무 위를 걷고 배회하다

그때 나는 천사를 들었다
그의 사랑을 색으로 표현하다
그 색의 시선
믿을 수 없을 정도로 충격적이었습니다

행복의 색을 찾았어
그 색은 보라색이었다
어느 날 알았던
나는 색과 사랑에 빠질거야

To my mentor

waiting for you is the thing I can do
loving you Is the only thing I can do
for you I am willing to do anything
wishing for you is the thing I can do

you teach me, you are my mentor
are you willing to keep teaching me
I am writing and keeping you in mind
are you willing to once reading me

on this day I want to give something
but you have everything
but still there is something
will you accept this small gift

except my words
there’s nothing I can give away
I wish you happy life
and your success to stay

Happy birthday jk sir

happy_birthday jungkook sir☺️

yeah! it’s day
now it’s time to say

happy birthday, happy

the moon will rise
and the sun will disappear
we will lit the candles
and make a loud cheer
cuz this is the day
and it’s time to say
happy birthday, happy birthday

you made it, you made it
why you came on the earth
you have shown the world
what is your worth
keep going, keep going
they are waiting for you
your new hit and the big hit
are longing for you

be happy all the time
cuz you make us smile
if one day you day you lose
just think of it as a trial
cuz we believe in you
cuz we believe in you

now let’s focus on thing
that is approaching us
the happiest day is
now approaching us

so now it’s day
everyone say
happy birthday, happy birthday

ARMY is a big family ⟭⟬ ⟬⟭

my henna designing skills aren’t very good but it isn’t bad either as I think.

so let’s wanna tell you a story today

a few days ago my sister in law posted some of our pictures on her WhatsApp status and that time I designed a BTS -ARMY design henna just like this ….. so one of her friend asked her that she has BTS -ARMY logo in her henna design so your sister Is she an ARMY…. after that she asked for my number so that she can have a chat with me about BTS……. and now we have group of BTS army

….. we are around 7-8 girls there…. we don’t know anything about each other still we have fun in group and we all talk like we know each other for ages…..

isn’t this amazing I mean we trust each other, we support each other… and the reason is just that we all love BTS. and we are ARMY

….. saying it that I am an ARMY I become family for that each girl/ boy who love BTS.

being an ARMY feels like my identity now. rather than my name or something I can make family like friends just by saying I am an ARMY and I love BTS….. it’s really amazing…


I have much to do today. I just washed utensils and now I am going to do cleaning. Dusting, moping and all.

after that I will write updated for my novels. ‘ love internship story of jazzelle’ it’s the title of my story. I have started this novel maybe 6-7 months ago. and gave up in middle as I am used to.

I always start something and when I find it difficult or boring I eventually stop doing it. but then I started it again. you might not believe or might definitely believe if I say it qas because of BTS…… more accurately namjoon sir.

I listened the song ‘ no more dream’ of course I didn’t understand anything since it’s in Korean language and I am Indian I do think understand Korean.

but it felt like this song was triggering me… I checked the translation of this song…… it was asking me what’s my dream…. if I don’t have one that I should create one…. and when I create it… I should chase it…. I dreamt about being a writer when I was in 8th standard…. but as I said I never took it seriously…

after listening this song I questioned myself that what’s there I am most passionate about and an answer popped up out of nowhere…. it was writting

…. I started the novel again and started Publishing it on a online platform MANGATOOON. I do think have many readers but those who read it seems to like it. the novel will end soon. I can’t say how happy I am.

I know it’s not a big deal. nowadays there are many people writing novels. many kids on MANGATOOON are contracted writers. they’ve written many nocela but the first is first. it’s the first novel I will complete so it places a very special place in my ofcourse. I actually wasnt going to talk about this when i started writing this post…. I was just gonna say that I jave much to do but still I am scrolling weverse and pinterest… but end up by saying all this….. what a chatterbox😜

Meet my bestie

hey ya friends…. I wonder how many of you still has their childhood toys with you …. meet my best friend my bunny… a.a. don’t think I am talking about jungkook sir.. because my this best friend came into my life when I was only 8 months old…. yeah… and now I am almost 20 years let’s say 19 …. I don’t want to leave my teenage…😅😄😄😁😁

so #jungkook_sir sorry to say but there is already a bunny in my life that came before you…. I love him a little bit more than you… it was bought by my grandma when she visited our one religious place in Egypt….. she bought it for me…

wait.. don’t think anything… she is still alive and is very healthy touch wood she is in her 90s maybe… but she is fit than us…. isn’t it great … I wish she stay healthy and fit like this for the rest of her life……

thanks grandma for connecting me with jungkook sir from sooo very before…… okay I ended up by connecting my bunny with jungkook sir…. but what to do after becoming an ARMY whatever I do whatever I say whatever I see I only think of BTS…..I find BTS everywhere from nowhere……

I like taking care of things the most. Specially those which are with me from a long time.

Like my watch, I bought it 4 years ago. My brother paid for it. It stopped working 1 year ago but I didn’t throw it…. And this year I repaired it and it started working again.

Even if it stops working after sometime I am not gonna throw it….

When we meet (fun poem with BTS)

the day we will meet,I don’t know what will I do

You see I don’t know what to write but I still I do

will I be jumping like kangaroo or climbing on you like koala

would I be eating kimchi with you, or you will order lachimolala

will I just see you from afar or holding you tight

will we drink cola together or be drinking sprite

when we will meet , will you ask about my study

you’ll be looking like human or I’ll take you as bunny

I am just writing non sense, even I don’t mean it

I was just scroll some memes and I’ve seen it

I wanna shake hands with you, and see you for sure

but let me make it clear my love for you is pure

I want to meet you and show my gratitude

want to thank you for changing my attitude

Anniversary day💜

Hey friends… Today seem to be anniversary day.

First it’s 13 June the day of debut of BTS…..

The when world got BTS ….. BTS is the best thing that has happened …… At least for ARMY….

They say …. The day you found us it’s the day of our debut…… Although it’s enough to console my heart but still I wish I would have found them earlier……

And second it’s my blog anniversary

Yeah it’s been a year since I started this blog. I made friends. You guys have supported me a lot. And I am very grateful to you…..