the moon will rise and the sun will disappear we will lit the candles and make a loud cheer cuz this is the day and it’s time to say happy birthday, happy birthday
you made it, you made it why you came on the earth you have shown the world what is your worth keep going, keep going they are waiting for you your new hit and the big hit are longing for you
be happy all the time cuz you make us smile if one day you day you lose just think of it as a trial cuz we believe in you cuz we believe in you
now let’s focus on thing that is approaching us the happiest day is now approaching us
so now it’s day everyone say happy birthday, happy birthday
Getting into trouble is just like my hobby I don’t wanna change it And I’m not gonna change it Doing some rebels is just like my passion I don’t wanna change it And I’m not gonna change it
You see I’ll never have any regrets in my life Hmmmmm
You see I will keep the smile for the rest of my life Hmmmmm
When you are down in phone I’ll be flying high and high When you are drown in snaps I’ll be touching the sky I’ll fly, I’ll smile, I’ll do what I want You try, you cry you’d be taking as grant
So live as you like, do what you want Stop thinking too much, give it a try This world is piece of sh*t If you wait you’ll cry
So get up from your bed Go on your way They pull you down You just need to say
Getting into trouble is just like my hobby I don’t wanna change it And I’m not gonna change it
Doing some Rebels is just like my passion I don’t wanna change it And I’m not gonna change it
I have much to do today. I just washed utensils and now I am going to do cleaning. Dusting, moping and all.
after that I will write updated for my novels. ‘ love internship story of jazzelle’ it’s the title of my story. I have started this novel maybe 6-7 months ago. and gave up in middle as I am used to.
I always start something and when I find it difficult or boring I eventually stop doing it. but then I started it again. you might not believe or might definitely believe if I say it qas because of BTS…… more accurately namjoon sir.
I listened the song ‘ no more dream’ of course I didn’t understand anything since it’s in Korean language and I am Indian I do think understand Korean.
but it felt like this song was triggering me… I checked the translation of this song…… it was asking me what’s my dream…. if I don’t have one that I should create one…. and when I create it… I should chase it…. I dreamt about being a writer when I was in 8th standard…. but as I said I never took it seriously…
after listening this song I questioned myself that what’s there I am most passionate about and an answer popped up out of nowhere…. it was writting
…. I started the novel again and started Publishing it on a online platform MANGATOOON. I do think have many readers but those who read it seems to like it. the novel will end soon. I can’t say how happy I am.
I know it’s not a big deal. nowadays there are many people writing novels. many kids on MANGATOOON are contracted writers. they’ve written many nocela but the first is first. it’s the first novel I will complete so it places a very special place in my ofcourse. I actually wasnt going to talk about this when i started writing this post…. I was just gonna say that I jave much to do but still I am scrolling weverse and pinterest… but end up by saying all this….. what a chatterbox😜
” you are just unworthy person or you so unlucky that even your hard work can’t let you win.”
” forget it! you can’t make it.”
” you lose again. you can never achieve anything.”
” what’s the point of trying your best when you can’t even win.”
” being best in yourself is useless if you don’t get the first place.”
this words were echoing in her mind. she was pulling her hair with all strength. alone in the room with not a trace of light, she locked herself up in the room and isolated from the world.
” daughter! open the door. it isn’t a big deal. stop thinking too much over such a small matter.” her mother was knocking the door.
” aunty don’t worry! zaayra is a strong girl. she is just a bit upset. she is a smart girl.” her best friend tried to calm her mother down.
zaayra was in great despair after losing the competition for fourth time. everytime she tried hard, she and everyone believed that she will win but everytime she lost.
she was broken. her confidence was shredded in pieces. she decided to give up.
” no matter hard I try, even if deserve it I won’t get anything. or maybe I am just useless, I am good for nothing person.” she mumbled and cried.
she teared up a bunch of papers which were written by her. she believed she will never be able to be a successful writer.
after crying for a long time her eyes were swollen but the tears were streaming down her face.
her mother and best friend were sitting at the door and waiting for her to come out.
zaayra opened the drawer and took out a blade.
after locking herself up in the room for a whole day and night, she kept crying and didn’t eat air drink anything.
she was feeling extremely weak. she felt dizzy and fell down.
she dragged down many things from table. a audio player dropped and broke down and a song started to play.
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need
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Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
But if you never try you’ll never know Just what you’re worth
@#&@₹₹#&₹
Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face and I Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
zaayra stood up. she put the blade down on table table.
the other song started to play
Is that all your dream is?
That’s a lie, you such a liar See me, see me, ya you’re a hypocrite Why’re you telling to go a different path? Take care of yourself Please don’t force me (Lalalalala) What’s your dream, what’s your dream? (Lalalalala) Is that it? Is that it?
she picked up the audio player and put it on the table. the songs were playing one after another.
So many worries behind that sigh Stop worrying, you already know Whenever you wanna give up in the middle of this road Shout out even louder So what what what
she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
seven boys were standing in front of her and smiling brightly. they were waving at her and cheering for her.
they signalled her to open the door, (the door were covered with fog and a shining.
she wiped off the tears and took a deep breath. she took a step forward to the door. with every steps the cheering by those seven guys were getting louder.
she opened the door. her mother cried out of happiness and hugged her and kissed her forehead and cheeks. her best friend was smiling at her and hugged her.
zaayra looked back, the seven guys were waving and were saying best of luck to her. zaayra smiled and nodded.
after three months. she again participated in the writing competition. in these three months, everyday she listened the songs gained inspiration and wrote the best she can.
the competition ended.
” the winner of this writing competition is………. miss….. Elsa Jones.
applaud.
wait wait wait
there is an announcement.
this year, the popular magazine ‘ hear content ‘ has created a special column ‘ feel the words ‘ and one of our contestant’s article has been chosen for it.
and that article is ‘ BTS my savior ‘ written by miss zaayra.
applaud
zaayra was so happy that she was tearing up. she went up on stage. she was smiling brightly.
she was seeing those seven boys who were standing far and waving hands. they were cheering for her and thumping up. they disappeared in light.
she smiled at them and bowed down. and shouted
THANK YOU BTS FOR SAVING ME, HELPING ME AND ROOTING FOR ME.
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can’t replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below When you’re too in love to let it go But if you never try you’ll never know Just what you’re worth
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face and I Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
The flower 