The rain

I am standing in the rain
with an umbrella in my hand
I don’t want to open it
let the rain soak me
do I want to hide my tears
or I want to feel the rain
the water drops scrolling my face
I don’t if my eyes are raining
the cold breeze
it makes me freeze
I am moving a bit
I don’t want to
I am not saving myself
I don’t want to
please let me be
please let me live
I am not even breathing
I don’t want to……..

You are to me

I saw you last night,

You were in my dream

I was like a cupcake

And you were my cream

I wanna see you, wanna see you

Everyday every night

I don’t wanna know, don’t wanna know

What’s wrong and what’s right

You see me, I see you

You heal me I heal you

I wanna meet you, wanna meet you

Everyday every night

You are like my moon, just like my moon

You’re shining so bright

When I’m talking with you

When I’m walking with you

I feel like I’m in the sky

I am flying high and high

I wanna get you, wanna get you

At the price of my life

I’m ready to do ready to do

walking on the edge of knife

I wrote this song for you

I am singing for you

I was a loser forever

But now I am just winning for you

I wanna hear you , wanna hear you

Every day , every night

I wanna tell you , wanna tell you

You’ll be forever what you are to me

Am I ………….

If I am not successful, am I useless

If I am not beautiful, am I unwanted

If I don’t Achieve anything, am I unworthy

If I can’t do anything well, am I loser

If I say truth, am I rude

If say yes to everyone, am I gullible

If I say no sometimes, am I arrogant

If I want to learn many things, am I overconfident

If I fail to learn something , am I dumb

If I allow you to touch me for love, am I slut

If I don’t allow you to touch me in the name of love, am I b*tch

What should I do then, where should I go then

You keep nagging me, you keep ragging me

I don’t say anything, cause I am afraid to say

I don’t dare to go anywhere yet I fear to stay

Questions are roaming around in my mind

I just want to ask them to you one time

Please tell me what to do or don’t tell me what I should do

Just let me do what I want, I don’t think it’s a crime