The rain

I am standing in the rain
with an umbrella in my hand
I don’t want to open it
let the rain soak me
do I want to hide my tears
or I want to feel the rain
the water drops scrolling my face
I don’t if my eyes are raining
the cold breeze
it makes me freeze
I am moving a bit
I don’t want to
I am not saving myself
I don’t want to
please let me be
please let me live
I am not even breathing
I don’t want to……..

You are to me

I saw you last night,


You were in my dream

I was like a cupcake


And you were my cream


I wanna see you, wanna see you


Everyday every night


I don’t wanna know, don’t wanna know


What’s wrong and what’s right


You see me, I see you


You heal me I heal you


I wanna meet you, wanna meet you


Everyday every night


You are like my moon, just like my moon


You’re shining so bright


When I’m talking with you


When I’m walking with you


I feel like I’m in the sky


I am flying high and high


I wanna get you, wanna get you


At the price of my life


I’m ready to do ready to do


walking on the edge of knife

I wrote this song for you

I am singing for you

I was a loser forever

But now I am just winning for you

I wanna hear you , wanna hear you

Every day , every night

I wanna tell you , wanna tell you

You’ll be forever what you are to me

Am I ………….

If I am not successful, am I useless


If I am not beautiful, am I unwanted


If I don’t Achieve anything, am I unworthy


If I can’t do anything well, am I loser


If I say truth, am I rude


If say yes to everyone, am I gullible


If I say no sometimes, am I arrogant


If I want to learn many things, am I overconfident


If I fail to learn something , am I dumb


If I allow you to touch me for love, am I slut


If I don’t allow you to touch me in the name of love, am I b*tch


What should I do then, where should I go then


You keep nagging me, you keep ragging me


I don’t say anything, cause I am afraid to say


I don’t dare to go anywhere yet I fear to stay


Questions are roaming around in my mind


I just want to ask them to you one time


Please tell me what to do or don’t tell me what I should do


Just let me do what I want, I don’t think it’s a crime