” you are just unworthy person or you so unlucky that even your hard work can’t let you win.”
” forget it! you can’t make it.”
” you lose again. you can never achieve anything.”
” what’s the point of trying your best when you can’t even win.”
” being best in yourself is useless if you don’t get the first place.”
this words were echoing in her mind. she was pulling her hair with all strength. alone in the room with not a trace of light, she locked herself up in the room and isolated from the world.
” daughter! open the door. it isn’t a big deal. stop thinking too much over such a small matter.” her mother was knocking the door.
” aunty don’t worry! zaayra is a strong girl. she is just a bit upset. she is a smart girl.” her best friend tried to calm her mother down.
zaayra was in great despair after losing the competition for fourth time. everytime she tried hard, she and everyone believed that she will win but everytime she lost.
she was broken. her confidence was shredded in pieces. she decided to give up.
” no matter hard I try, even if deserve it I won’t get anything. or maybe I am just useless, I am good for nothing person.” she mumbled and cried.
she teared up a bunch of papers which were written by her. she believed she will never be able to be a successful writer.
after crying for a long time her eyes were swollen but the tears were streaming down her face.
her mother and best friend were sitting at the door and waiting for her to come out.
zaayra opened the drawer and took out a blade.
after locking herself up in the room for a whole day and night, she kept crying and didn’t eat air drink anything.
she was feeling extremely weak. she felt dizzy and fell down.
she dragged down many things from table. a audio player dropped and broke down and a song started to play.
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
But if you never try you’ll never know Just what you’re worth
Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face and I Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
zaayra stood up. she put the blade down on table table.
the other song started to play
Is that all your dream is?
That’s a lie, you such a liar See me, see me, ya you’re a hypocrite Why’re you telling to go a different path? Take care of yourself Please don’t force me (Lalalalala) What’s your dream, what’s your dream? (Lalalalala) Is that it? Is that it?
she picked up the audio player and put it on the table. the songs were playing one after another.
So many worries behind that sigh Stop worrying, you already know Whenever you wanna give up in the middle of this road Shout out even louder So what what what
she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
seven boys were standing in front of her and smiling brightly. they were waving at her and cheering for her.
they signalled her to open the door, (the door were covered with fog and a shining.
she wiped off the tears and took a deep breath. she took a step forward to the door. with every steps the cheering by those seven guys were getting louder.
she opened the door. her mother cried out of happiness and hugged her and kissed her forehead and cheeks. her best friend was smiling at her and hugged her.
zaayra looked back, the seven guys were waving and were saying best of luck to her. zaayra smiled and nodded.
after three months. she again participated in the writing competition. in these three months, everyday she listened the songs gained inspiration and wrote the best she can.
the competition ended.
” the winner of this writing competition is………. miss….. Elsa Jones.
wait wait wait
there is an announcement.
this year, the popular magazine ‘ hear content ‘ has created a special column ‘ feel the words ‘ and one of our contestant’s article has been chosen for it.
and that article is ‘ BTS my savior ‘ written by miss zaayra.
zaayra was so happy that she was tearing up. she went up on stage. she was smiling brightly.
she was seeing those seven boys who were standing far and waving hands. they were cheering for her and thumping up. they disappeared in light.
she smiled at them and bowed down. and shouted
THANK YOU BTS FOR SAVING ME, HELPING ME AND ROOTING FOR ME.
Hey guys, I am back with my novel…… You must’ve missed Ryan and jazzelle right????😁😁
No you didn’t 😞😢😢 because whether it’s Mangatoon or WordPress………. No one reads my stories…… I think about giving up …..
But then 2 person comes to mind….. Brother Ben….. Who helped me to start this novel… And even still he says I am a good storyteller…. And second BTS ….. I am an ARMY and it’s disgraceful if I even think about the word giving up……. So even if I don’t have anyone to who reads my story…. I won’t give up on writing 😤😤😤😤
Let’s start the story then
She opened the door and cheerfully screamed, “ princess is in the castle. Is there someone to welcome the princess.” “ my princess is finally here.”
“ Dad!” Jazzelle is running towards her father. She hugged him.
( mr. Addison Andrade jazzelle’s father. A strict but warm hearted father. Run a small grocery store.)
“ how is Princess? She must have had hard time.” Her father put his hand on her head.
“ I missed you so much.” Jazzelle is smiling widely.
Jazzelle’s family is waiting for her in the hall. Everyone is looking happy. Jazzelle’s mother came towards her and hugged her.
“ Our daughter has grown up.” Her mother gently grabbed her cheeks with her hands. ( mrs. Olivia Andrade jazzelle’s mother. Very protective mother who gets tensed over little thi
“ What grown up mom! She is still little kitty.” Her older brother (Adam) pulled her hair and said. (Adam jazzelle’s elder brother. Bad tempered and agressive man. Runs a wholesale business)
“ brother!” jazzelle screamed. She is hitting her brother’s arm.
Her older brother messed her hair up and said, “ our kitty learned to bit. Not good.”
Jazzelle is running after brothers and they are teasing her.
“ dad! See, brothers started to tease me as soon as I stepped in.” jazzelle is complaining about her brother like a little girl.
Her brother put his hand his mother’s shoulder and said, “ mom! Did you say your daughter has grown up. She is as same as before.”
Everyone started laughing.
On the dinner table.
“ ahhaa! I missed this food so much.” Jazzelle sniffed the food and said.
“ you weren’t eating instant noodles everyday, were you?” jazzelle’s mother said while serving rice.
“ She has become pig. She must have eaten whole instant noodles stores there.” Jazzelle’s elder brother Adam slightly knocked on her head and said.
“ You are pig.” Jazzelle hit him on the arm and then said, “ of course not mom. I cooked three meals Daily. No ramen, no junk.” Jazzelle shacked her head.
Jazzelle turned her head towards his eldest brother (Aaiden) and said, “ brother! Where is sister in law. I don’t see her.” (Aaiden jazzelle’s eldest brother. Simple and calm person. Works as a computer operator.)
“ She went to her friend’s house. She must be on her way home.” Her eldest brother said.
“ I am home.” A voice behind.
Jazzelle turned around her head. She smiles and stood up.
“ sister in law! How have you been?” jazzelle walked towards her and hugged her. ( aamiya Aaiden’s wife and jazzelle’s sister in law. A primary school teacher. Sweet and cheerful woman.)
“ I am fine. But I missed my little sister in law so much. How can you leave as soon I come in this house.” Her sister in law slightly pinched her jazzelle’s cheeks and said.
“ I missed you too. Now I am here. We will talk a lot.” Jazzelle grabbed her hand and said.
After dinner jazzelle and her family are sitting in the TV room.
“ have studied for your exams.” Jazzelle’s mother asked.
“ I didn’t have much time for preparation but I’ll score well, I’m sure of it.” Jazzelle smiled and said.
“ Your overconfidence will drown you down. That’s not good, daughter.” Jazzelle’s father said.
“ no! dad it’s not overconfidence. Though I didn’t studied deeply for all subjects but revising them roughly would be enough. You know your daughter is amazing .” Jazzelle showed little finger heart and smiled.
“ Once your examinations are over, we are going to arrange a blind date for you.” Jazzelle’s mother happily said.
“ So fast! I mean don’t tell me you already found a person for me. Isn’t it too early” Jazzelle is shocked.
“ Of course not. Don’t you know your friends rose is already married and Amy is getting married in two months. We are just asking for engagement for now.” Jazzelle’s mother sounds furious while talking about her friends’ marriage.
“ okay! Okay! Now that I’ve jumped in the ocean why fear of depth. For now I am sleepy. So…..” jazzelle lied down and blanket her head.
in the other country I was kicked out by my roommate and when I was wandering around on streets on night with my luggage, I bumped into some hooligans…………..
they were chasing me and I was running with my luggage and blood was all over me because I was hit on my head ………
in this jinxed night atleast one good thing happened I was saved…… I collided with a car and asked for help…. two young man was in the car and they helped me………..
when I woke up I saw something and I couldn’t believe….. those guys who saved me was actually the memebers of world famous boyband group WE7 (World Alite)
some days later when I went to my office…. I was kidnapped ……. the one who kidnapped me was a sly old men….. my meeting with him daebak because I warned him to not to mess with me because I am not here for him….. I am here with another business…
(I am a famous but anonymous author…. everyone wants my novels to make dramas and movies but I only want to give my work to my idols…… WE7)
I got to know that even my idols are reading my novels and their company wants them to debut in acting with my stories…….
I decided to reveal myself finally………..
in the collaboration party when I revealed myself…….. everyone was shocked because WE7 and other people thought the author is an ahjumma (aged lady)……
that old men attended that collaboration party as well and he ruined everything by revealing that I am his niece…….. I am his late older brother’s daughter…….. my dad were framed before that he tried to kill his own brother and his son……. now that I am his daughter the company doesn’t want defamation.. so they are asked by me to end the collaboration…….
but I won’t give up……….
even if I have to put everything on line I won’t let this collaboration end………….
they doesn’t know who I am……… that old man and everyone thinks I am his niece bit actually I am not………
and my real identity….. they wouldn’t have dreamt about it……..
there are many questions
1) who I am? 2) who is that old men’s niece? 3) am I really the author? 4) the mystery of my father, his death, and my revenge. 5) who is my father… .. and how do I know this old men if I am not his niece….. 6) who is the real author of the idols…. 7) and my meeting with WE7 ….. was it really a coincidence……….
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Hello my friends! I am a bit confused about something, I need your help.
As you know these days I only talk about BTS. This is not about BTS but me.
Actually I was listening songs, and I found BTS’s first song ‘ no more dream ‘. Ofcourse this song is in Korean language so I read the translation.
They are asking us ‘ what is your dream’. After reading the translation I am constantly asking myself what is my dream. Is there something, I am willing to achieve at any cost.
But I am not sure. At first I want to become a writer, but I don’t wanna do it as a job. I just want to write novels and poetries.
Second I want to work in that school where I studied for 12 years.
And then I want go to the other city for job so that I can be stronger and independent. I wanna face this world.
I’ll because laughingstock if I say this but I’ve always wanted to sing. Though I know I don’t have much talent on singing and I am confident enough to sing in public. That’s why I never participate in singing competition. But in my heart I want to sing.
These are not a kid’s dreams. As for writing, I am trying hard to complete my first novel, and I am also sharing it on manga toon an app for novels and comics. My current novel love internship (story of jazzelle) will be finish soon and I’ve already thought about another novel idea. So I can’t say I am not serious about this dream.
Now about my job in my old school, I’ve submitted a resume there, they said once the school opens they will contact me. I even submitted the resume for my internship in that school, it shows that I am sincere about this dream, right?
And about working in another city, I’ve decided what kind of job I’ll apply for. And I am studying for that major. I gathering as much information I can, so that I can perform my best there. I am determined to go to another city and show my parents that I am not a small kid or fragile girl. I can live in this world freely. I don’t need stay at home.
At last, my dream to sing. I won’t say I am determined. No! Actually I am not confident. I regularly practice singing. Different styles and different languages. I do exercise for my throat and voice. My father is also a kind singer so he knows many things about rhythm and chords. Though I am trying to learn music but I can’t choose it. (It’s prohibited). I am trying, learning and practicing but still I don’t have confidence. But it’s my dream as well.
There are so many things and I am determined to do everything. I can’t choose one.
Please help me. Tell me what is true dream. Please…..