Getting in trouble

Getting into trouble is just like my hobby
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it
Doing some rebels is just like my passion
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

You see
I’ll never have any regrets in my life
Hmmmmm


You see
I will keep the smile for the rest of my life
Hmmmmm


When you are down in phone
I’ll be flying high and high
When you are drown in snaps
I’ll be touching the sky
I’ll fly, I’ll smile, I’ll do what I want
You try, you cry you’d be taking as grant

So live as you like, do what you want
Stop thinking too much, give it a try
This world is piece of sh*t
If you wait you’ll cry

So get up from your bed
Go on your way
If someone drags you down
You just need to say

Getting into trouble is just like my hobby
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

Doing some Rebels is just like my passion
I don’t wanna change it
And I’m not gonna change it

Just some random thoughts ( Urdu poetry)

चांद की तलाश में निकले, तारो को हमसफ़र मानकर
नया सफर शुरू किया , आसमान को रहगुजर मानकर


बेताब हूं जानने को, चांद की चमक का राज क्या है
इस चांदनी में आखिर ऐसी आखिर बात क्या है


इस चमक ने यारो मुझे कुछ यूं हैरान किया है
देखो कैसे चांदनी ने हमें चांद के दागो से अनजान किया है


खूबसूरती के आगे इस चांदनी की लोग दागो को भूल जाते है
यह तो इंसानों की एक गलती पर, उसके सौ अच्छे कामों को भूल जाते है

It all started with just knowing your names

It all started with just knowing your name


I’m not sure if I just fall for your fame


When I saw you at first, you looked so good


Just looking at your smile lifted up my mood


I can not forget how desperate I was to know you


The feelings are still as the first time I saw you


I started to stalk you bit by bit


The sparkle of love was growing lit by lit


I never thought I’ll come this far


Your love is like I am being out behind the bar


I don’t see a way out of this place


But this love somewhat brings me grace


I like you voice, I fall for your smile


I wish to walk with you far away many mile


I know I am just one drop of the ocean


But I’ll be satisfy if I get very little of your love portion


Finding you was the best thing happened to me


Words can not explain what you have done to me


Knowing about you was the decision I made


Now I’m never gon’ change and I’m never gon’ trade


In my life you’ve become my glitter


Please let say once that I’m your filter


Because of you I found a new friend group


Now we enjoy together our chicken noodle soup


You are so healing just like mother’s care


Listen your voice makes me sleep like a winter bear


The place you are it becomes utopia


Cuz for me you are my Euphoria


I don’t care if people think it’s sin


I’ll keep doing it cuz all I do is win


It will take long but I wanna meet you soon


I shine with you light cuz you are my moon


I will never say give up or I’m tired


I’ll always be bright because I’m moonchild

You are to me

I saw you last night,


You were in my dream

I was like a cupcake


And you were my cream


I wanna see you, wanna see you


Everyday every night


I don’t wanna know, don’t wanna know


What’s wrong and what’s right


You see me, I see you


You heal me I heal you


I wanna meet you, wanna meet you


Everyday every night


You are like my moon, just like my moon


You’re shining so bright


When I’m talking with you


When I’m walking with you


I feel like I’m in the sky


I am flying high and high


I wanna get you, wanna get you


At the price of my life


I’m ready to do ready to do


walking on the edge of knife

I wrote this song for you

I am singing for you

I was a loser forever

But now I am just winning for you

I wanna hear you , wanna hear you

Every day , every night

I wanna tell you , wanna tell you

You’ll be forever what you are to me

तुम मुझे जीने से नहीं रोक सकते

ज़रूरत मुस्कान की थी, और हम अश्को को प्यार समझ बैठे

जिसने हमें इंसान तक ना समझा, हम उस यार समझ बैठे

बात अगर दिल तोड़ने की होती, तो माफ़ कर भी दिया होता

अगर तुमने अपने नापाक हाथो से, मेरे जिस्म को छुआ नहीं होता

रोती रही, गिड़गिड़ाती रही, मै अस्मत के लिए मेरी

पर बना दिया था जानवर, तुझे उस हवस ने तेरी

मोहब्बत ना समझा तुमने अपनी, ये हमने मान लिया होता

मगर एक इंसान थी मै, काम से काम इतना जान लिया होता

कितनी बेबस और कमजोर थी मै, ये समझ गई थी मै

प्यार है या हवस है, इन सवालों में उलझ गई थी मै

पर ये जान लो की भरोसा करना छोडूंगी नहीं मै

संभलूंगी इस दुनिया में हर कदम पर, पर इसे छोडूंगी नहीं मै

उस वक्त चाहे कमजोर थी, पर अब कमजोर नहीं पड़ना है

जीना है अपनी ज़िन्दगी शान से, सपनों को पूरा करना है

मरना नहीं है, और ना ही घुट घुट कर जीने का इरादा है

हंसना है, मुस्कुराना है, जीना है जी भरके ये मेरा खुद से वादा है

Believe in me |][|. [||]

I used to ask myself what makes me sad

But I never get the answer

While gazing the stars or looking at the blue sky

When laying down on the bed or staring those clouds up high

I search my mind and look into it

Trying to find out what goes on

I see myself stepping up high and high

I can’t do anything but just imagine it and sigh

My those daydreams makes me feel like a lame person

I wanna run and fly but self doubts and fears has surrounded me

Will I be able to get what I dream for

Will they hear my sound whom I scream for

Looking at that bird flying freely in this sky

I also wanna wing up and reach that high

Only if gather strength and determine my heart

I can only get it when I work on it hard

I know a bit of luck is a must

But if I rely on it I’m nothing but dust

Today I am gonna write away all my questions

Start with the determination and I’m gonna burst

If I ever think of giving up in middle

Or something stops me from achieving my dreams

If I get scared and fear of this society makes me weak

I believe you will always be there to support me.

You will cheer for me, root for me

When I loose hope you will become my hope

Looking at you I will gain my strength back

You will always believe in me, I believe that…….

Just looking at your seven smiling faces is enough

I know your voice will encourage me

And it will never allow me to give up

I am not an ARMY if I even think about fear

Because there’s always BTS for me who will cheer.

THANK YOU BTS …….. Borahae💜

|][| [||] ………… You believe in me and because of you I believe in myself….. I will do it and I can do it……..

I am not giving up

I didn’t start for you

Why should I end it for you

I don’t live for you

Why would I give up for you

I am not giving up

Keep speaking ill of me

I won’t get sick

Like those trend followers

Your damn toes, I am gonna lick

If I show my strength you’ll be like *gulp*

I am not giving up

Be aware of me, I am a wolf

Don’t trigger me I’ll tear your silly trend apart

Let me live the way I want

From now on my journey start

See me from a far, eat your food and keep on burp

Cuz I am not giving up

If you wanna criticize me, do it

If you wanna drag me down, try it

If you wanna curse me, give it

But then leave quietly and never show up

Know that, I am not giving up

What am I doing in college? (Acid rain poem)

My college has started and these days we need to submit our CCE (continuous comprehensive evaluation). In my first year when I heard about this. It was something new to me. Our lecturers give us some questions of each subjects. (We have total 9 subjects.) And we need to write them and study those questions. On the submission day each student have to give a presentation on those questions. And I love presentation (only when I’m the one speaking)😁😁😜😜

So now, my whole day in college spends in library.📚📚📖📖 And while preparing my environmental science CCE I learnt about acid rain and found a wonderful poem.

Acid Rain The Rain is like Acid

it eats it all away should be more placid

would help in a big way

I can see there will be a day

When all trees will be gone

It seems all the people do is Yawn

But when it is Black, Dark

and no Bark

We’ ll wish we were sitting in a Green Park