You are to me

I saw you last night,


You were in my dream

I was like a cupcake


And you were my cream


I wanna see you, wanna see you


Everyday every night


I don’t wanna know, don’t wanna know


What’s wrong and what’s right


You see me, I see you


You heal me I heal you


I wanna meet you, wanna meet you


Everyday every night


You are like my moon, just like my moon


You’re shining so bright


When I’m talking with you


When I’m walking with you


I feel like I’m in the sky


I am flying high and high


I wanna get you, wanna get you


At the price of my life


I’m ready to do ready to do


walking on the edge of knife

I wrote this song for you

I am singing for you

I was a loser forever

But now I am just winning for you

I wanna hear you , wanna hear you

Every day , every night

I wanna tell you , wanna tell you

You’ll be forever what you are to me

Chatterbox

I have much to do today. I just washed utensils and now I am going to do cleaning. Dusting, moping and all.


after that I will write updated for my novels. ‘ love internship story of jazzelle’ it’s the title of my story. I have started this novel maybe 6-7 months ago. and gave up in middle as I am used to.

I always start something and when I find it difficult or boring I eventually stop doing it. but then I started it again. you might not believe or might definitely believe if I say it qas because of BTS…… more accurately namjoon sir.

I listened the song ‘ no more dream’ of course I didn’t understand anything since it’s in Korean language and I am Indian I do think understand Korean.

but it felt like this song was triggering me… I checked the translation of this song…… it was asking me what’s my dream…. if I don’t have one that I should create one…. and when I create it… I should chase it…. I dreamt about being a writer when I was in 8th standard…. but as I said I never took it seriously…

after listening this song I questioned myself that what’s there I am most passionate about and an answer popped up out of nowhere…. it was writting


…. I started the novel again and started Publishing it on a online platform MANGATOOON. I do think have many readers but those who read it seems to like it. the novel will end soon. I can’t say how happy I am.

I know it’s not a big deal. nowadays there are many people writing novels. many kids on MANGATOOON are contracted writers. they’ve written many nocela but the first is first. it’s the first novel I will complete so it places a very special place in my ofcourse. I actually wasnt going to talk about this when i started writing this post…. I was just gonna say that I jave much to do but still I am scrolling weverse and pinterest… but end up by saying all this….. what a chatterbox😜

http://h5.mangatoon.mobi/contents/detail?id=904829&_language=en&_app_id=1

Meet my bestie

hey ya friends…. I wonder how many of you still has their childhood toys with you …. meet my best friend my bunny… a.a. don’t think I am talking about jungkook sir.. because my this best friend came into my life when I was only 8 months old…. yeah… and now I am almost 20 years let’s say 19 …. I don’t want to leave my teenage…😅😄😄😁😁


so #jungkook_sir sorry to say but there is already a bunny in my life that came before you…. I love him a little bit more than you… it was bought by my grandma when she visited our one religious place in Egypt….. she bought it for me…

wait.. don’t think anything… she is still alive and is very healthy touch wood she is in her 90s maybe… but she is fit than us…. isn’t it great … I wish she stay healthy and fit like this for the rest of her life……

thanks grandma for connecting me with jungkook sir from sooo very before…… okay I ended up by connecting my bunny with jungkook sir…. but what to do after becoming an ARMY whatever I do whatever I say whatever I see I only think of BTS…..I find BTS everywhere from nowhere……

I like taking care of things the most. Specially those which are with me from a long time.

Like my watch, I bought it 4 years ago. My brother paid for it. It stopped working 1 year ago but I didn’t throw it…. And this year I repaired it and it started working again.

Even if it stops working after sometime I am not gonna throw it….

When we meet (fun poem with BTS)

the day we will meet,I don’t know what will I do

You see I don’t know what to write but I still I do

will I be jumping like kangaroo or climbing on you like koala

would I be eating kimchi with you, or you will order lachimolala

will I just see you from afar or holding you tight

will we drink cola together or be drinking sprite

when we will meet , will you ask about my study

you’ll be looking like human or I’ll take you as bunny

I am just writing non sense, even I don’t mean it

I was just scroll some memes and I’ve seen it

I wanna shake hands with you, and see you for sure

but let me make it clear my love for you is pure

I want to meet you and show my gratitude

want to thank you for changing my attitude

Am I ………….

If I am not successful, am I useless


If I am not beautiful, am I unwanted


If I don’t Achieve anything, am I unworthy


If I can’t do anything well, am I loser


If I say truth, am I rude


If say yes to everyone, am I gullible


If I say no sometimes, am I arrogant


If I want to learn many things, am I overconfident


If I fail to learn something , am I dumb


If I allow you to touch me for love, am I slut


If I don’t allow you to touch me in the name of love, am I b*tch


What should I do then, where should I go then


You keep nagging me, you keep ragging me


I don’t say anything, cause I am afraid to say


I don’t dare to go anywhere yet I fear to stay


Questions are roaming around in my mind


I just want to ask them to you one time


Please tell me what to do or don’t tell me what I should do


Just let me do what I want, I don’t think it’s a crime

तुम मुझे जीने से नहीं रोक सकते

ज़रूरत मुस्कान की थी, और हम अश्को को प्यार समझ बैठे

जिसने हमें इंसान तक ना समझा, हम उस यार समझ बैठे

बात अगर दिल तोड़ने की होती, तो माफ़ कर भी दिया होता

अगर तुमने अपने नापाक हाथो से, मेरे जिस्म को छुआ नहीं होता

रोती रही, गिड़गिड़ाती रही, मै अस्मत के लिए मेरी

पर बना दिया था जानवर, तुझे उस हवस ने तेरी

मोहब्बत ना समझा तुमने अपनी, ये हमने मान लिया होता

मगर एक इंसान थी मै, काम से काम इतना जान लिया होता

कितनी बेबस और कमजोर थी मै, ये समझ गई थी मै

प्यार है या हवस है, इन सवालों में उलझ गई थी मै

पर ये जान लो की भरोसा करना छोडूंगी नहीं मै

संभलूंगी इस दुनिया में हर कदम पर, पर इसे छोडूंगी नहीं मै

उस वक्त चाहे कमजोर थी, पर अब कमजोर नहीं पड़ना है

जीना है अपनी ज़िन्दगी शान से, सपनों को पूरा करना है

मरना नहीं है, और ना ही घुट घुट कर जीने का इरादा है

हंसना है, मुस्कुराना है, जीना है जी भरके ये मेरा खुद से वादा है

Anniversary day💜

Hey friends… Today seem to be anniversary day.

First it’s 13 June the day of debut of BTS…..

The when world got BTS ….. BTS is the best thing that has happened …… At least for ARMY….

They say …. The day you found us it’s the day of our debut…… Although it’s enough to console my heart but still I wish I would have found them earlier……

And second it’s my blog anniversary

Yeah it’s been a year since I started this blog. I made friends. You guys have supported me a lot. And I am very grateful to you…..

THANK YOU BORAHAEYO

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Believe in me |][|. [||]

I used to ask myself what makes me sad

But I never get the answer

While gazing the stars or looking at the blue sky

When laying down on the bed or staring those clouds up high

I search my mind and look into it

Trying to find out what goes on

I see myself stepping up high and high

I can’t do anything but just imagine it and sigh

My those daydreams makes me feel like a lame person

I wanna run and fly but self doubts and fears has surrounded me

Will I be able to get what I dream for

Will they hear my sound whom I scream for

Looking at that bird flying freely in this sky

I also wanna wing up and reach that high

Only if gather strength and determine my heart

I can only get it when I work on it hard

I know a bit of luck is a must

But if I rely on it I’m nothing but dust

Today I am gonna write away all my questions

Start with the determination and I’m gonna burst

If I ever think of giving up in middle

Or something stops me from achieving my dreams

If I get scared and fear of this society makes me weak

I believe you will always be there to support me.

You will cheer for me, root for me

When I loose hope you will become my hope

Looking at you I will gain my strength back

You will always believe in me, I believe that…….

Just looking at your seven smiling faces is enough

I know your voice will encourage me

And it will never allow me to give up

I am not an ARMY if I even think about fear

Because there’s always BTS for me who will cheer.

THANK YOU BTS …….. Borahae💜

|][| [||] ………… You believe in me and because of you I believe in myself….. I will do it and I can do it……..

I am not giving up

I didn’t start for you

Why should I end it for you

I don’t live for you

Why would I give up for you

I am not giving up

Keep speaking ill of me

I won’t get sick

Like those trend followers

Your damn toes, I am gonna lick

If I show my strength you’ll be like *gulp*

I am not giving up

Be aware of me, I am a wolf

Don’t trigger me I’ll tear your silly trend apart

Let me live the way I want

From now on my journey start

See me from a far, eat your food and keep on burp

Cuz I am not giving up

If you wanna criticize me, do it

If you wanna drag me down, try it

If you wanna curse me, give it

But then leave quietly and never show up

Know that, I am not giving up