How it feels

How it feels when you fall down

How it feels when you broke down

How it feels to be ignored by everyone

To you, are these feelings well known?

When being good isn’t enough

When you have to bent down

Even after being worthy

When everyone looks down

On you

To you, are these feelings well known

In the race of loving myself

I ended up hating it even more

In order to not to be get depress

Now I’m getting it even more

I am stressed, I am frown

To you, are these feelings well known

I thought I can do well

Wanted everyone to believe me

I stepped forward, wanted to tell

But my own arrogance deceived me

I have made myself a laughable clown

To you, are these feelings well known

I am a failure, I am a loser

I am total good for nothing

My dark end is approaching me closer

What can I do except sulking.

It keeps pricking my heart like a thorn

To you, are these feelings well known

7 thoughts on “How it feels

  1. After each line , I added “Jesus picked me up,” I know these feelings well that you wrote , similar to feelings of my past, when I thought others opinions mattered. When my feelings about myself were corrupted by others, leaving me feeling down and unworthy, “Jesus picked me up” he saw value and worth, he was committed to me, didn’t leave me, walked me through the pain and healed me. Jesus taught me how to love myself again. All I did was say “Jesus help me” and he did.🙏🙏🙏🙏May he help the one this is wrote about. ❤️

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      1. My most powerful lesson was letting go, submitting all to God. Standing still as I was weak then God was strong, fought battles I couldn’t handle and gave me peace then God taught me to pray for the very ones who hurt me, rejected it at first yet God was persistent. Prayer dissolved the problems. 🤗🙏❤️

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