Believe in me |][|. [||]

I used to ask myself what makes me sad

But I never get the answer

While gazing the stars or looking at the blue sky

When laying down on the bed or staring those clouds up high

I search my mind and look into it

Trying to find out what goes on

I see myself stepping up high and high

I can’t do anything but just imagine it and sigh

My those daydreams makes me feel like a lame person

I wanna run and fly but self doubts and fears has surrounded me

Will I be able to get what I dream for

Will they hear my sound whom I scream for

Looking at that bird flying freely in this sky

I also wanna wing up and reach that high

Only if gather strength and determine my heart

I can only get it when I work on it hard

I know a bit of luck is a must

But if I rely on it I’m nothing but dust

Today I am gonna write away all my questions

Start with the determination and I’m gonna burst

If I ever think of giving up in middle

Or something stops me from achieving my dreams

If I get scared and fear of this society makes me weak

I believe you will always be there to support me.

You will cheer for me, root for me

When I loose hope you will become my hope

Looking at you I will gain my strength back

You will always believe in me, I believe that…….

Just looking at your seven smiling faces is enough

I know your voice will encourage me

And it will never allow me to give up

I am not an ARMY if I even think about fear

Because there’s always BTS for me who will cheer.

THANK YOU BTS …….. Borahae💜

|][| [||] ………… You believe in me and because of you I believe in myself….. I will do it and I can do it……..

I am not giving up

I didn’t start for you

Why should I end it for you

I don’t live for you

Why would I give up for you

I am not giving up

Keep speaking ill of me

I won’t get sick

Like those trend followers

Your damn toes, I am gonna lick

If I show my strength you’ll be like *gulp*

I am not giving up

Be aware of me, I am a wolf

Don’t trigger me I’ll tear your silly trend apart

Let me live the way I want

From now on my journey start

See me from a far, eat your food and keep on burp

Cuz I am not giving up

If you wanna criticize me, do it

If you wanna drag me down, try it

If you wanna curse me, give it

But then leave quietly and never show up

Know that, I am not giving up

BTS my savior ( short story by the flower )

” you are just unworthy person or you so unlucky that even your hard work can’t let you win.”

” forget it! you can’t make it.”

” you lose again. you can never achieve anything.”

” what’s the point of trying your best when you can’t even win.”

” being best in yourself is useless if you don’t get the first place.”

this words were echoing in her mind. she was pulling her hair with all strength. alone in the room with not a trace of light, she locked herself up in the room and isolated from the world.

” daughter! open the door. it isn’t a big deal. stop thinking too much over such a small matter.” her mother was knocking the door.

” aunty don’t worry! zaayra is a strong girl. she is just a bit upset. she is a smart girl.” her best friend tried to calm her mother down.

zaayra was in great despair after losing the competition for fourth time. everytime she tried hard, she and everyone believed that she will win but everytime she lost.

she was broken. her confidence was shredded in pieces. she decided to give up.

” no matter hard I try, even if deserve it I won’t get anything. or maybe I am just useless, I am good for nothing person.” she mumbled and cried.

she teared up a bunch of papers which were written by her. she believed she will never be able to be a successful writer.

after crying for a long time her eyes were swollen but the tears were streaming down her face.

her mother and best friend were sitting at the door and waiting for her to come out.

zaayra opened the drawer and took out a blade.

after locking herself up in the room for a whole day and night, she kept crying and didn’t eat air drink anything.

she was feeling extremely weak. she felt dizzy and fell down.

she dragged down many things from table. a audio player dropped and broke down and a song started to play.

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth


Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

zaayra stood up. she put the blade down on table table.

the other song started to play

Is that all your dream is?

That’s a lie, you such a liar
See me, see me, ya you’re a hypocrite
Why’re you telling to go a different path? Take care of yourself
Please don’t force me
What’s your dream, what’s your dream?
Is that it? Is that it?

she picked up the audio player and put it on the table. the songs were playing one after another.

So many worries behind that sigh
Stop worrying, you already know
Whenever you wanna give up in the middle of this road
Shout out even louder
So what what what

she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.

seven boys were standing in front of her and smiling brightly. they were waving at her and cheering for her.

they signalled her to open the door, (the door were covered with fog and a shining.

she wiped off the tears and took a deep breath. she took a step forward to the door. with every steps the cheering by those seven guys were getting louder.

she opened the door. her mother cried out of happiness and hugged her and kissed her forehead and cheeks.
her best friend was smiling at her and hugged her.

zaayra looked back, the seven guys were waving and were saying best of luck  to her.  zaayra smiled and nodded.

after three months. she again participated in the writing competition. in these three months, everyday she listened the songs gained inspiration and wrote the best she can.

the competition ended.

” the winner of this writing competition is………. miss….. Elsa Jones.


wait wait wait

there is an announcement.

this year, the popular magazine ‘ hear content ‘ has created a special column ‘ feel the words ‘ and one of our contestant’s article has been chosen for it.

and that article is ‘ BTS my savior ‘ written by miss zaayra.


zaayra was so happy that she was tearing up. she went up on stage. she was smiling brightly.

she was seeing those seven boys who were standing far and waving hands. they were cheering for her and thumping up. they disappeared in light.

she smiled at them and bowed down. and shouted


Lazy me!!!!

Hello!!! No novels for today…… Why???

Because I am lazy……

Actually all updates are already written. I’ve posted them on mangatoon profile too…… I only need to copy paste it here on WordPress……. But I am too lazy to do that…..

I will just come …….. Talk with you through my blog……. And keep writing my story on mangatoon…….

Today I just came to inform you this……

Now my blog will become my digital diary…….. What happens in the day or what non sense thought comes to mind all day long, I’ll just share with you.

I am gonna share my stupid dreams and funny experiences too……..

For now… Bye bye……

And yes… If there is someone who is reading my novels actually and gon’ miss it…. Let me know….

Love internship (story of jazzelle) part 21

One week later

The Empress Ahilya College.
The examination fear is in air. The atmosphere is itself very stressed and tensed.

“ goddamn man, I am so nervous. Why do we have exams.”. One student said.

“ true bro! I am already having bugs crawling all over my body by just a thought of questions.” Another student said.

Jazzelle, Rachelle and Daniel arrived.
At the college gate.

“ what is he doing here.” Rachelle pointed on Daniel.

“ I am not here for you, I am here to cheer for my jazzelle.” Daniel made finger heart to jazzelle and smiled widely.

“ ‘your jazzelle. Hehehe!! Dream on. After two weeks you will be calling someone brother in law.” Rachelle laughed.

Rachelle angrily looked at Rachelle and showed tongue to her.

Rachelle fingered under eyes and tongued out to him.

Jazzelle left them behind and entered the college. She is taking a good look at college building where she studied for not very long time just one but made many memories and achievements.

Rachelle and Daniel realised that jazzelle has already left them and went in. They speedily walked in.

“ Hello jazzelle! You came. Long time no see!” jazzelle’s professor miss Julie said

“ hello ma’am! Long time no see! How are you doing?” jazzelle happily greeted her teacher.

“ I am doing good. You say, how’s your internship? Everything went well?” professor Julie said.

“ It was good. I learnt many things. It completed smoothly.” Jazzelle tried to smile.

“ What is your plan next?”

“ For now I just wanna do my best in exam.” Jazzelle sound confident and smiled

“ that’s good. Let’s go. It’s time.”

Professor left.

Jazzelle is looking around, “ where’s these two gone!”

“ Jazzelle!” “jazzelle” Daniel and Rachelle waved.

Jazzelle waved his hand and called them.

“ Rachelle it’s time. Go to your class.” Jazzelle said, “ all the best.”

Rachelle left and thumbed up to jazzelle.

“ All the best jazzelle. So you best.” Daniel put his hand on jazzelle’s shoulder and said.

“ Jazzelle is the best. Now you go. Don’t wander around. Get some rest.” Jazzelle said.

Daniel started walking.

“ Daniel. Thank you.” Jazzelle said out loud and waved her hand

Daniel smiled and waved.

Jazzelle entered the examination hall.

Two weeks later.

Last day of examination.

Students leaves the examination hall. Everyone is looking cheerful.

“ exams ended, let’s celebrate”

“Hey guys! Let’s go for a party tonight.”

“ Thus exams made me sick as hell, let’s have some fun” students are showing their excitement and happiness.

“ aahhh!! Finally it’s finish. It feels so good when exams are over” Rachelle stretched both her hands up and said.

“ seriously girl! I was almost up until midnight before each exam. Finally I will sleep soundly.” Said jazzelle while leaning on Rachelle’s shoulder.

“ then let’s go to my house and chat a bit with snacks. Ever since we came here we didn’t get the time with each other.”

“ sound’s good.”

Rachelle’s home.

“ umm!! This snacks are too yum. Where did you buy it from?” jazzelle was enjoying the snacks

“ That little brat (referring to her younger brother) bought it. That little he knows I don’t eat this flavour but still bought it.” Rachelle was gnashing her teeth.

“ you don’t but I do. Don’t worry I’ll enjoy them. You this one.” Jazzelle passed her the chips packet.
Both are enjoying snacks and listening songs.

“ jazzelle! Exams are over. What about your blind date?” Rachelle stopped playing music.

“ Mumma has send me picture of that guy. I haven’t seen yet. They said their family will come over to visit us soon.” Jazzelle sipped cold drink and said.

“ let me see if he is handsome or not.” Rachelle took jazzelle’s phone and started to scroll gallery.

Jazzelle isn’t interested. She isn’t paying attention to it.

Rachelle stopped scrolling, she took a glance at jazzelle and thought “ poor jazzelle! Why is she hiding her pain even from me. Don’t worry jazzelle I’ll help you.”

Rachelle gave the phone to Jazzelle, “ jazzelle! Now you won’t be missing him anymore and crying. This is the best way to let out someone from your mind.” She patted jazzelle’s shoulder and hugged her

Jazzelle is looking at her but she doesn’t understand what is she saying. She is looking confused, she just slightly smiled and said, “ o-okay.”

My experience on Mangatoon😂😂😂

Hey guys. .. I am here with some funny stuff that I want to share with you

So you know that I’ve writing and publishing my novels on a comic/novel reading app named Mangatoon/noveltoon

It’s really nice app….. There many interesting comics, novels and chat stories.. I also upload some short stories, novels and I write one chat story too.

About my experience it’s hilarious. Totally hilarious.😂😂😂😂

First of all…… There are oy kids…… Most of them are 13-14 years old. They are writing chat stories and all.

The first thing that makes me laugh like hell is the fanfictions …….

Mangatoon is filled with ARMY most of them are BTS fans. So they write fanfics. Normal right….. I am also writing a fanfiction of BTS ‘ author of the Idols ‘ so what is so funny… Right???

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 this kids are writing gay love or boy’s love……. This lil kids are actually making BTS memebers into gays and shipping them……… Those stories are so famous so famous that there authors have fans now………. 😂😂😂😂

Okay fine being gay isn’t wrong, homosexual love stories aren’t bad….. But the making me laugh is actually not that they writing homosexual love stories……….

The thing that make laugh like crazy is that they show………… They show man gets pregnant 😂😂😂😂😂😂

In every story there’s man gets pregnant…….. I asked someone that why do everyone write this…..

They said it’s trending…..😂😂😂. Man getting pregnant and giving birth is trending 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

And after this I was like….. What the hell is going on…… This kids should be watching cartoons and what are they writing and reading here…..

You don’t respect your age .. okay

You don’t respect your idols ….. Okay

But at least respect the nature and the God……… How I mean who was the first one to think that man get pregnant……

There are categories of men…. Alpha, beta, omega, delta, and gamma……

And according to this fiction…. Omega man can get pregnant and can give birth……..

I want to meet that person who came up with this thought…..

Yaaaa now if giving birth will be done by man….. What are woman’s are for…… Should we just find some other planet to live…….

Author of the Idols

this is midnight radio. it’s 12:30 am right now. this beautiful and bright city Seoul is shining in the moonlight. the first exclusive of tonight is our most loveable and famous boyband WE7’s new song has broken all the previous record which were made them their selves though. it has become the most streamed MV on internet. let’s play this amazing song and and be tanked by their melodious voice.

two people are sitting in the van. they are in their 20s. both are wearing hoodie and they seem to be waiting for someone.

the other side.


a girl is running with a suitcase. she is being chased by around six guys.

she is having difficult breathing, she hardly catching her breath. her cloths are blood stained. her head is bleeding and vision are getting poor. she is trying to stay conscious.

she looks behind and runs. the road is deserted. she is running those guys are still chasing her.

” stop you b**ch!”

” you are dead once I catch you.”

” I’ll definitely catch you. stop right there.” shouting those hooligans.

she is running and bang!!!!!! collides into a van parked there.

she finds that there are someone in the van.

” please open the door. please let me in. please save me!” knocking the door and urging.

the driver looks at the two guys sitting in the van. they signalled the driver to open the door.

driver nods and opens the door.

the girl gets into the van quickly and closes the door.

she is trembling. she is drained in sweat.

” huff!!huff!! thank- thank you!.”

the two guys are looking at each other. one of them gives her water.

” are you okay miss? you are bleeding, do you want to go to the hospital.”

” some hooligans are chasing me. I… I….” and she collapsed.

” miss! miss! are you okay. come to your senses.” he taps on her arm and cheeks, tries to wake her up.

the other guy splashes water on her face but it doesn’t help.

” John! let’s take her to the hospital.” they guy looks panic and says.

” ummm.” John nods, ” driver take us to the near by hospital.”

” but sir what if get caught by paparazzi.” the driver’s voice trembles.

” someone is dying here and you are worrying about tomorrow’s headlines.” the other shouts. he looks furious and panic.

” Jimmy calm down. he is right.” John puts his hand on Jimmy’s shoulder.

” but John.” Jimmy says.

John pats on his shoulder and says, ” let’s take her to the set. KD (Kang dae) is still shooting in there. people there will give her first ad and then we’ll call the doctor. hmmm.”

Jimmy looks very worried for this stranger. how can he be so caring even for stranger .” John thinks and smiles.

John gets off of the van and looks around. he signalled Jimmy to get off. Jimmy lifts her up on his back.

John is walking forward and Jimmy hurries after him.

The other side

On the set

” no! KD!! you have to look up.”

” take the best shot in one snap.”

” someone fix hi make-up.”

everyone is quite busy. cameras, flashlights and other equipments are all over.

John and Jimmy enters the set.

” who is she?”

” she is injured. what happened.”

” Jimmy is taking her on his back.”

everyone on set started gossiping

” hey you guys!! what’s going on.” director shouted.

someone pointed finger on Jimmy who was walking in taking a girl his back.

KD ( Kang dae) walked fast towards Jimmy, ” what’s this.”

” stop asking and help me take her the infirmary.” Jimmy said.

” let me take her.” Kang dae stretched his hands.

” KD!! what are you doing. this cloths are pretty expensive. look at her state, it’s blood all over her.” Director nagged.

Kang dae gave director a scary glance.

” forget it. I’ll take her there by myself.” Jimmy quickly took her to the infirmary.

they layed her down on infirmary bed.

the medical staff quickly started to wipe the blood. and gave her first ad. John entered the infirmary room with the doctor.

doctor examined her.

” what is it doctor? is she okay?” Jimmy anxiously asked.

” she is fine. the injury doesn’t seem deep. she fainted because of exhaustion. let her rest for a while. once she gains her conscience, we can take her to the hospital for some tests.” doctor said.

Jimmy is looking at her with sympathetic and merciful eyes.

John and Kang dae entered the room. Jimmy was sitting on the near her bed and looking at her.

” now will you tell me where did you take this thing from.” Kang dae said.

Jimmy turned the Chair around, looked at Kang dae and said, ” she isn’t a thing but a human. a pitiful and helpless human.”

Jimmy turned the chair and made her quilt up.

” sigh!!! how hurt she would be. she must be in pain.” Jimmy said.

John and Kang dae exchanged the glances.

” let me tell you what happened.” John said to Kang dae. and told her the whole thing. how this girl collided into the van and asked for help.

” so she was being chased by hooligans.” KD said.

” hmmmm!!” John nodded.

“let’s think about it later what to do with this thin…” Kang dae was saying then he saw Jimmy’s glare, ” with this pitiful and needy girl, hmmm.”

Jimmy nodded and left the room. John and KD was looking at each other.

” sometimes this angel pictured guy looks scary too.” Kang dae said to John.

” his fans calls him angel for a reason. he cares for everyone and is sweet to everyone.” John said and looked at that unconscious girl.

” yeah of course. caring for her and giving us cold shoulder. that’s too unfair.” Kang dae looked at that girl and said.

” why!! are you jealous of this little girl? pffff!!!” John patted on KD’s shoulder and laughed.

” you have nothing good to do, no? but I have. let’s go.” KD pinched John’s cheeks and dragged him out with him.

The next day

that girl is slowly opens her eyes. her vision is still blurry. she closes her eyes and shakes her head slightly and opens her eyes again.

she rolls her eyes and looks around. a medical staff girl enters the room.

” you’ve woken up. how are you feeling.

the girl looks at her like she didn’t understand, ” where am I? what is this place?”

that nurse quickly calls the doctor.

” doctor! I think she is mute or she is a foreigner.”

” okay! get her some energy drink.”

doctor examines the girl.

” are you hurt anywhere? do you understand me?”

” of course I do. aren’t you speaking human language. I am fine, just a little headache.” says in a low voice.

doctor glares at her.

Jimmy enters the room.

” doctor! how is she? I heard she has woken up.” and looks at the girl. “sigh!!” feels relieved.

” thank God you are alright little girl.” Jimmy smiles at her happily.

the girl doesn’t response. she keeps staring at Jimmy.

” doctor! Is she mute?”

” how can she be mute. she speaks more than anyone .” doctor seemed to be annoyed by her.

John and KD enters the room.

the girl gets up and sits. she stares at three of them and then turns to doctor and said,

” doctor I think I’ve injured my head and brain severely.” she looks frightened.

” why? does your head hurt. how are you feeling.” doctor anxiously asked.

” I am hallucinating.”

” what are seeing in your hallucination.” doctor is quite panic as well Jimmy.
Kang dae and John are quite shocked too.

” I am seeing the member of WE7 here. Jimmy sir, John sir and….( she blushes ) and KD sir.”

” sigh!! pffff ” they ( jimmy, John and KD) laughs.

” I am seeing them as well.” doctor said.

” huhhhh!!” she laughed bitterly, ” doctor itself is hallucinating. how is he going to treat me.”

” pffff!!! pff!!!” jimmy, John and KD laughs.

” hey!! I am not hallucinating. they are actually here.” doctor shouts at her. ” they are one who saved you.”

Jimmy steps forward to her, ” little girl! are you alright?” warmly asks.

the girl smiles and says, ” thank you for saving my life twice.”

Jimmy looks at KD and john looks confused. he turns to her, ” twice means?”

she laughs lightly, ” nothing.” shakes head.

” do you feel unwell? shall we go to hospital for some examinations?” doctor asks.

” no! I’m fine. thank you dr. hallucination.” the girl smiles brightly.

” what do you mean by dr. hallucination?” doctor gets furious.

everyone laughs.

” I will call you dr. hallucination. isn’t it cute?” the girl says and smiles

Jimmy smiles at her and says ” you are cute.”

the girl smiles happily.

” now will you tell us who are you? why were you being chased? and how were in such state?” KD interrogates.

” my name is zaayra! I am an Indian. I work in a import and export company there. recently our company was merged with a Korean company so my company exported me here.” she sounds annoyed.

everyone looks at her with confused eyes when she said exported.

she looks at them and understands there confusion, ” ahh!! I mean they transferred me here. as soon as I came here my roommate kicked me out of the house accommodated by the company within 15 days.” she complaints

” why??” John looks curious. he seems to having fun listening her and watching her childlike expressions.

” because I asked her to not to drink and not bring her boyfriend at home. she isn’t living by alone. after all I also live there. she should be thoughtful about my privacy, was I wrong?” she makes puppy face like she will cry.

” of course not.” John shakes his head. “she should think about you.” he talks like talking to a kid.

” yeah!! so she kicked me out with my luggage. I was already in pitiful state and wandering on road at midnight and two perverts blocked my way and started to get on my nerves. so I beat them up.” she calmly says

” you mean you beat them up.” KD seems to be unable to believe it.

” yeah!! then ran away and brought their gang members from out of the blue.”

everyone is quietly listening to her.

” then one of them seemed to be their boss said ‘ I finally found you little girl’ and tried to catch me. I somehow managed to run but one idiot hit on my head. I hardly ran, and those street dogs started to chase me. and then I bumped into some car. I don’t remember anything after that.”

she waves her hand and hits the table. the TV remote drops down and news starts,

” welcome to Seoul times. today we are gonna to the director and the younger master of future entertainment company mr. won seo.”

“hey that’s the punk from that night. he is that pervert tried to catch me and chased me.” zaayra pointed at the TV.”

” did you really hit your head or something. why would a young master of such a big company will chase you around at night.” the doctor shouted at her.

” no doctor hallucination, I clearly remember this face of that brat.”

” don’t call me that.”

John and KD looked at each other signalled to leave the room. they took Jimmy along with them.

” KD! are you thinking the same thing as I am?”

” something is not right. this girl’s name and face is familiar. and won seo…. I can’t digest that he will chase a girl for some perverse reason.

” but why would won seo try to kidnap her. what is she?”

three of them finds it suspicious.

” let her stay here for few days. I’ll try to find out what is she. our other team members will be coming tomorrow. let’s finish the photoshoot before leader Hyun ki arrives.” Kang dae said and they left.

Love internship (story of jazzelle) part 20

Love Internship

story of jazzelle

Hey guys you must tell me in comments how do you like this story….. And what do you will happen next…..

“ What are you doing “ a guy suddenly came behind him and said.

“ Since when you have been standing behind me, Eric.” Ryan gets shocked but tries to hold it in and calmly asks.

Eric Alves, Ryan’s elder brother. A successful and excellent psychologist. He is 3 years older than Ryan. Both are like best friends.

“ when you turned off the laptop.” Eric said.

Ryan stood up and walked pass by Eric. Exhaled breath and smiled. ( Relieved)

“ who was that girl.” Eric hugged Ryan from back and said.

“ Brother! Didn’t you say you came after I turned off my laptop.” Ryan turned towards Eric and said.

Eric sat on the sofa and said, “ I didn’t say, I didn’t see anything before you turned off.” A foxy smile. Eric said, “ who was that girl. Ummm!!” Eric pulled Ryan hands and sat Ryan.

“ just An intern in my department.” Ryan coldly said

“ just an intern. You like her don’t you.” Eric started to tease him

“ how can you come to this conclusion.” Ryan turned his face and avoided to look at Eric.

“ okay! Okay! Leave it. But you will have a blind date soon. Are you prepared for it.” Eric put his hand on Ryan’s shoulder.

“ why would I prepare anything? She will doing it.” A suspicious smile is on his face.
Eric looks confused, he said, “ looks like you look forward to it.”
Ryan didn’t say anything just smiled and stood up. He went to his room.
Eric didn’t understand anything. He started to check his message
Eric’s phone screen ( Text arrived from miss Johansson ) “ hello doctor Eric. It’s me!
Eric is texting a message, “ hey! How have you been recently.”
Beep beep, “ I am good doctor Eric.”

Eric tested, “ You said you are having symptoms again. Is everything alright now.

, “ I had, but now everything is back to normal. Thanks for your concern.”

Eric texted, “ don’t mention it you didn’t show up last time, so I thought, you changed your doctor.”

“ how can I? Where can I find such an excellent doctor like you. This is just I was quite busy so couldn’t made it. I am sorry for that.”

Eric texts, “ as long as you are fine. If you manage time make sure to visit clinic. You still need a proper treatment.”

“ I’m can’t doctor Eric. I’m not living there any longer. As for treatment, I’m not sure. I think I’ll have to endure it.”

Eric looks panicked, he texts, “ what do you mean by ‘endure it’?

“ I am getting married,”

Eric is now more panicked, he furiously texts, “ but you know it’s not good for you. You need treatment, if it goes wrong, you are well aware that it is far from your endurance.”

“ I will make sure to take care of myself. I won’t be reckless. It’s not cut and dried yet. Let me meet my future husband first. I’ll try to explain him. If he agrees.”

Eric feels relieved, he texts, “ that’s good then I hope that person would be understanding enough. Don’t worry tell him you can definitely cure this illness.”

“ I have faith in you doctor Eric. Thank you very much.”

Eric smiles and texts, “ that’s what I should do. Now rest well.”

“ you too. Good night.”

Love Internship (story of jazzelle) part 19

Everyone went to their room. Jazzelle stood up and closed the door. She took her laptop and started making video diary.

“ Hello tiny! I am late today. You must be waiting for me.”

Ryan alves’s home.

Ryan’s sitting in front of his laptop and dozing off. After seeing jazzelle online. He sat properly.
“ yeah you are late. Stupid girl, can’t you be punctual even for your own day-to-day works.” Ryan is yelling at her.

Jazzelle’s home.

“ tiny!! ( Sounds sad) only three weeks more. After one week my examination will be started. It will take two weeks to finish this. And after that…. After that I will get engaged with that person my Mumma and dad has chosen for me. Blind date doesn’t matter. Can I know that I like that or not by meeting him for once.” Jazzelle is furious.

Ryan alves’s home.

“ dim witted girl. Why are you so sad over this. You already knew this would happen, didn’t you.”

jazzelle’s home

“ Though I was aware of it all this time. I knew this would happen. But stupidly I am hoping for a miracle. So that I can continue my job and…..” jazzelle has confused expression on her face. She is smiling and at the same time she is looking upset too.

Ryan alves’s home

“ you will came back. That’s for sure. And complete your sentence why are you spacing out, dumb headed girl.” Ryan also looks confused. He looks happy and furious at the same time.

Jazzelle’s home.

“acchhoo!!( Sneezing) tiny! I think someone is badmouthing about me. I was saying I want to continue my job and….eeeuuhhhh!! (Yawning) Tiny I think I am very tired. Let’s talk later. Jazzelle stood up.

Ryan alves’s home.

“ Wait! Wait! Jazzelle don’t go. At least say what you wanted to… hey you!!” Ryan stood up and grabbed the laptop and started to yell

Jazzelle’s home.

“ Ahh by the way” jazzelle sat again on the chair.

Ryan alves’s home.

Ryan also sat down and put the laptop on the table and gently said “ hmmmmm”

Jazzelle’s home.

“ tiny! Thank you. I myself don’t know why I’m thanking you. You are just a program but these days talking to you feels different. It’s like you feel me, understand me. I feel at ease. Thank you for being by my side.” jazzelle smiled.

“ Why do I feel superior is not far but here, next to me. It’s just a feeling maybe. It’s good if I don’t figure out my feelings. I don’t want to leave regrets.”

Ryan alves’s home.

Ryan is smiling. “ you are always welcome. You will come.”

“this snail, is she going to figure out her own feelings or not. She makes me crazy. We’ll meet soon jazzelle. Look forward to it.”

Both turned off their laptops and went to bed. Jazzelle lied down and hugged her bunny ( soft toy) and slept with a smile.

Ryan’s home.

“ What are you doing “ a guy suddenly came behind him and said

Love Internship ( story of jazzelle ) part 18

Hey guys, I am back with my novel…… You must’ve missed Ryan and jazzelle right????😁😁

No you didn’t 😞😢😢 because whether it’s Mangatoon or WordPress………. No one reads my stories…… I think about giving up …..

But then 2 person comes to mind….. Brother Ben….. Who helped me to start this novel… And even still he says I am a good storyteller…. And second BTS ….. I am an ARMY and it’s disgraceful if I even think about the word giving up……. So even if I don’t have anyone to who reads my story…. I won’t give up on writing 😤😤😤😤

Let’s start the story then

She opened the door and cheerfully screamed, “ princess is in the castle. Is there someone to welcome the princess.”
“ my princess is finally here.”

“ Dad!” Jazzelle is running towards her father. She hugged him.

( mr. Addison Andrade jazzelle’s father. A strict but warm hearted father. Run a small grocery store.)

“ how is Princess? She must have had hard time.” Her father put his hand on her head.

“ I missed you so much.” Jazzelle is smiling widely.

Jazzelle’s family is waiting for her in the hall. Everyone is looking happy.
Jazzelle’s mother came towards her and hugged her.

“ Our daughter has grown up.” Her mother gently grabbed her cheeks with her hands.
( mrs. Olivia Andrade jazzelle’s mother. Very protective mother who gets tensed over little thi

“ What grown up mom! She is still little kitty.” Her older brother (Adam) pulled her hair and said.
(Adam jazzelle’s elder brother. Bad tempered and agressive man. Runs a wholesale business)

“ brother!” jazzelle screamed. She is hitting her brother’s arm.

Her older brother messed her hair up and said, “ our kitty learned to bit. Not good.”

Jazzelle is running after brothers and they are teasing her.

“ dad! See, brothers started to tease me as soon as I stepped in.” jazzelle is complaining about her brother like a little girl.

Her brother put his hand his mother’s shoulder and said,
“ mom! Did you say your daughter has grown up. She is as same as before.”

Everyone started laughing.

On the dinner table.

“ ahhaa! I missed this food so much.” Jazzelle sniffed the food and said.

“ you weren’t eating instant noodles everyday, were you?” jazzelle’s mother said while serving rice.

“ She has become pig. She must have eaten whole instant noodles stores there.” Jazzelle’s elder brother Adam slightly knocked on her head and said.

“ You are pig.” Jazzelle hit him on the arm and then said,
“ of course not mom. I cooked three meals Daily. No ramen, no junk.” Jazzelle shacked her head.

Jazzelle turned her head towards his eldest brother (Aaiden) and said, “ brother! Where is sister in law. I don’t see her.”
(Aaiden jazzelle’s eldest brother. Simple and calm person. Works as a computer operator.)

“ She went to her friend’s house. She must be on her way home.” Her eldest brother said.

“ I am home.” A voice behind.

Jazzelle turned around her head. She smiles and stood up.

“ sister in law! How have you been?” jazzelle walked towards her and hugged her.
( aamiya Aaiden’s wife and jazzelle’s sister in law. A primary school teacher. Sweet and cheerful woman.)

“ I am fine. But I missed my little sister in law so much. How can you leave as soon I come in this house.” Her sister in law slightly pinched her jazzelle’s cheeks and said.

“ I missed you too. Now I am here. We will talk a lot.” Jazzelle grabbed her hand and said.

After dinner jazzelle and her family are sitting in the TV room.

“ have studied for your exams.” Jazzelle’s mother asked.

“ I didn’t have much time for preparation but I’ll score well, I’m sure of it.” Jazzelle smiled and said.

“ Your overconfidence will drown you down. That’s not good, daughter.” Jazzelle’s father said.

“ no! dad it’s not overconfidence. Though I didn’t studied deeply for all subjects but revising them roughly would be enough. You know your daughter is amazing .” Jazzelle showed little finger heart and smiled.

“ Once your examinations are over, we are going to arrange a blind date for you.” Jazzelle’s mother happily said.

“ So fast! I mean don’t tell me you already found a person for me. Isn’t it too early” Jazzelle is shocked.

“ Of course not. Don’t you know your friends rose is already married and Amy is getting married in two months. We are just asking for engagement for now.”
Jazzelle’s mother sounds furious while talking about her friends’ marriage.

“ okay! Okay! Now that I’ve jumped in the ocean why fear of depth. For now I am sleepy. So…..” jazzelle lied down and blanket her head.